So- Been busy with Drama, Cinderella rehearsals, Murder in the House of horror rehearsals, and rushing to learn Thriller.

Went to Busch Gardens Howl-o-Scream. I HATE HATE HATE Chainsaws... Everything was freaky has hell! It was fun!

Cinderella is turning out bad due to immaturity,
Murder in the House of Horrors is pretty fun

I'm auditioning on Friday for a chance to do Thriller on Halloween in front of 3-6 thousand people with thirty other people. I hope I get the chance, so excited.
I hate MJ but I admire his dancing and I like that one song.
I love to dance but I suck at learning dances but as a note I do remember dances for years.

Our school board wants a county wide Swine Flu vaccination.

LOL Heard from my brother. He's an idiot. One last mission left and he'll be home in Feb.

Dealing with life slowly.

So. I haven't really been online much lately. A lot of things have happened.

For school- The Officer position is really destroying me it seems. I may soon tell the Battalion Commander I quit.... Not too sure yet... Its just getting too... Lets just say I HATE myself for taking the job. Hate Hate Hate. But then again there is a lot of self loathing as of late. Where to start?

We got a necropsy on Dusty. Trauma to the chest. Must of had a severe night fright and thrown himself around too much.
One of our Nanday conures ripped out all of her feathers- For no apparent reason- Didn't eat- and overall we thought she would die- Nothing could be found wrong with her. All of her feathers are returning. She hasn't plucked a single one lately.

The washing machine busted and flooded the laundry room. Got a new one.

My grandfather got a grant for a new car from the Govt. Gave it to my mom- She has a new car which means the Mini-van is mine for $30 a week (Insurance- $700 every 6 months) Once I get my license I have to pay that. Which means a job is needed ASAP. I'm soon gonna be applying everywhere.

I had auditions for the play. In 'Murder in the House of Horrors' I got 'Guard' which I was severely upset about but now its okay- I guess.
In 'Cinderella' I got 'Town Crier' Which is one step up then what I requested- I had requested Ensemble- Now I'm Ensemble with two lines- Both the same line getting the town's attention.

Heard from my brother. Afghanistan is a blood bath. Lots of people from his company are dying- Meaning every day I am scared that I will loose my brother.

Hockey preseason started on Friday. The real season starts in three weeks and things look good right now. Mike Smith is back- That makes me really happy- I can't wait.

Went Kayaking today- It was a Kayaking/Fishing trip. I had a lot of fun after the first hour or two was terrible. Now I'm sunburnt with a sore body- Next Saturday we're going Shark's toothing and Jet Skiing. One of the instructor has Jet Skis and he's bringing them next week (He had one today) and my friend got her Jet Skiing license! We both are excited as hell.

Watched all the episodes of Hetalia- New Obsession. I'm Switzerland now at school since I have the hair- and the love for him.
Love Estonia- because I know someone who lived there and had the accent. Cool guy. One of the gay bodybuilders from a few years ago. I also love Austria. <3

Once I get my job I'm going to start putting money aside to go to Georgia once or twice next year- Hopefully- and for Metrocon 2010. Excited for that- and Hopefully once that is done I can get a Yazoo cosplay outfit with wig and a Switzerland Cosplay. Really excited over that. One of my close friends is hoping to go as Japan to Metrocon 2010. I'm already getting obsessed over it.

I finished all of the Abney Park concert pictures and once I make them all a bit smaller I will post my favorites- Then the cosplayers.

R.I.P. Dusty/Ducky.
Yesterday my mom told me- That when she walked into the rescue- Dusty the tiel was in a pile of blood. An organ exploded in it. She sat with him in the vets until he died in her hands.

My mom and I haven't had the best of luck.
First Hamish died to a tumor. Since she was a lovebird, surgery to remove it would have probably killed her.
Second Sora the Quaker died. Egg bound. She showed no signs- There was a lump- But we chalked it down to she was about to lay the egg- and didn't by the morning. We had small suspicions that her innards weren't in the best shape because she was victim to a nest collapse and sticks had pierced around her vent.
Now Dusty. We had been fighting a disease his whole life- and we tried to cure it- We were about to bring him in to see if the disease was fully gone- and then an organ popped.

This year isn't how I imagined for my senior year- I'm back into drama and such. JROTC is cool and I'm in two classes with a good friend... but....

Went to a football game last night. We lost. Hung out with friends and such...
Going to Fan fest today at the forum for Hockey-
Hockey season starts soon...

I spent the night at my friend's house, came home, And my mom told me Sora died.

My brother got a promotion from Private First Class to Specialist. <3 So proud of him.

So- Yea. Outland Armour is up- Now I'm working on Abney Park.

Well- At the bird rescue- its on another member's property- Well her 'artner' (Het couple- Just never getting married) found a cat on his property- Started feeding it- and She brought her Kittens! They are soooooo adorable. Well they made an old aviary into a pen- and now I'm going to help train baby kittens! They are soooooooo cute.

The member also got another cat when she was seeing if the rescue in question could take the mommy and the kittens. The cat had a rep for being a biter and mean yet she is sweet. Not as sweet as my Zeppelin but pretty dang cute.

So yea.
Senior Pictures - Aug 6th
Senior Schedule pickup- Aug 13th
O-camp/Working while freshman work on orientation camp - Aug 17th-21st
First day of my senior year - Aug 24th

Well as for getting ready for school= I got a nice shirt from Busch Gardens, We're getting three pairs of jeans from thrift stores- One we are tying up like you would tye-dye a shirt and we are throwing them in bleach- Another we are running over with a car/distressing them- and putting some patches on and stuff--
as for the third pair- Not sure yet.
I'm also getting a Sea Shepard shirt! Score!

The Trans-Siberian Orchestra is returning! I had a previous journal on the AMAZING concert- They're returning Dec 6th on my dad's birthday- I want to see them again! <33333 AMAZING group.